Yoooyooyoyoo!!!!

At last long week of assignments is OOVVVVEEEERRRR!!!!

I m sick of going to library everyday and stays there until 9... but i think that's a good habit to have though...

Have been doing all nighters again on Thursday, but God has been good, feel absolutely fresh in the afternoon during the lessons.

Wooohooo... and another good news!!! At last the long awaited album, 'Even Greater' by Planetshakers, has arrived my house... Uploading it soon guys =) hehehe...

Looking forward for the next post, with more things happening! Ciao!!!

Talent...

Today, someone told me his story about him learning guitar with his friend, and he basically lose out to his friend in terms of the speed of learning.

He said 'I m not good at it. So, maybe i m not destined to play guitar'.

Of course to encourage him, i said that u can do it as long as u try hard and to ur best, blah blah blah..

Suddenly, i wondered and ask to myself what is my talent.

I have lived for 20 years and a half, and i still cant answer this question at all.

Ohhh mannn....

I can't play guitar well, i dun have any good results, i m not really good i think in inter-person skill, i can't cook, i have tongue-tied that makes me cant have a good speech...

And this words, 'TALENT' just keep ringing in my head.

Supposedly everyone is born with it and i wonder what is mine.

So, I know i sounded like complaining and whining, but I m just thinking about this really hard...

but this is indeed frustrating, cuz for 20 years i can't find any SOLID talent at all.

Yeah... Cheers =)

Phew... What a week!!!

Last week has been a great week!
Chasing Assignments dateline and doing it overnight. Hahaha... pretty amazing have not been doing that since SOT. Did i even do that in SOT? maybe not... huahaha...

But last weekend was really fun. on sat morn, i and my jap friend, yoshi-kun, went swimming at clayton swimming centre. Hahaha...it was a good exercise.

Then we went to the city before going to Etihad Stadium to watch soccer (Melbourne vs Sydney). We hunt for jacket and clothing, but it was really expensive. it's not easy to find the cheap and good one. After that, we continued on to the stadium.

the Stadium was amazing can seated at least 50,000 people in there. and there were 44,560 people in the stadium. I have never been to this kind of soccer match before, is really exciting.

I think i understand the differences between watching alone at tv and watching it directly. at home, it juz u and maybe some of ur family members, but there u are with tens of thousands people cheering for ur team to win. Basically, u cant sit down there do nothing, u need to cheer as loud as possible.

i still remember when the melbourne side did a goal to Sydney to get the score from 1-0 to 1-1. It was SUPERB!!! 40,000 people suddenly stand up and basically shout together cheering the melbourne team!!! and WITHOUT KNOWING i also stand up. This feeling absolutely cannot be described at all. the feeling of relief, the feeling of happiness and excitement were overwhelming.

Even though in the end the Sydney side won the game by penalty match, but we really did enjoy it.

After that I and Yoshi went the separate way. I wanted to go home while he went to bar to get a drink with his friends. When i almost reached my station, actually i met this guy. I have met him in sch for several ocassion.

This guy is amazing. He cannot walk, he used some kind of scooter machine to travel around. However, u know 1 thing that really inspire me is that he never give up even though he is in such condition. I walk and talk to him, and i found out he is a christian, and he wanted to become a pst. I shared a bit about SOT, and he told me that he is interested to go and actually he listen to pst Kong msg through podcast everyday. Just keep repeat it over and over again.

After i got separated from him, I was so inspired to just pray for him for his healing and i believe THIS IS NOT COINCIDENCE at all. right at that time God just awaken my spirit and really got me excited there, and i just ran all the way home.

last week was really an amazing week, lot of ups and downs, but i believe Holy Spirit is preparing the way for me and i just need to listen and walk on it.

For all my friends that reading this. pls pray for him, his name is Adit (not his full name though). Yup! juz pray for his healing. I really want to see a miracle happen in his life. =)

okae!!! Ciao! looking forward for the next update. Time to rest for a while den go to Kendo training.

P.S. Imagine CHC's building is as big as the stadium.

A sudden recover!!!

This week is really tiring.

On Wednesday, everything just went wrong.

I didn't get the result that i want for my both presentations.
My school account got blocked because i have an outstanding sch fees that totally unknown to me at all...
Some more i need my account to really look for academic resources for my 2 essays.
Argghhhh everything just went wrong, from =)-------> =( in juz an hour.

but Thank God, i really have a good friend here. My jap friend lend me his account and now i have juz completed my essays. Yeah!!!

and i get over with my results. i juz tell myself i will do better in the future. Putting double effort.

Really God juz make me realize something. He told me to stop sulking, everything will just come into places. Amen!!!

Hahaha... thats wat happen this week anyways.

Sorry for the bad english.
I m really tired, it is 6.18 am now, i havent sleep yet. waiting for sunrise den go to school to submit my essays before 9.

YAY!!! Time to update my blog. Sorry Roy to disappoint u, but i m going to write 2 post in 1 post instead. Hahaha...

Anyway i have really enjoyed myself during my Indonesia trip. I have tons of testimony and breakthroughs i wan to share with u all during my Indonesia trips but i guess juz now the cg meeting did not give me any much time to share or rather i suddenly forgotten what i wanted to share. Hahaha...

So first thing, I wanted to say that i have really enjoyed my time in Indonesia (Jakarta). So let the story begins:

After i reached Indonesia, the next day, which is on Saturday, i went for facial in the morning and gym in the afternoon. Here comes the challenge, which i was only able to run on a treadmill for 3.6km in 30 mins. I tell myself it's okay since it was my first training day. After that we went for dinner and as usual I'm disappointed that i cannot stop food coming in to my mouth. So i feel that all my hard work went to rubbish bin. hahaha...

On Sunday, we went to our usual church and what the pastor had shared, has really reminded me on a few matters about myself. He told us a story about how he was underestimated by an event organizer. He said that he was invited to some kind of outreaching camp far away from his hometown, so he was excited about it. So when he reached the camp that evening, he excitedly asked which session will he be given to lead. To his disappointment, he was only asked to lead the morning prayer which starts at 5 to 6am for 3 days of event.

So later when he reached his assigned room, he was so angry and disappointed on how he was treated. Then he took the event booklet and he realized that all the pastors that taking the main event, are famous and experienced pastors compared to him. He felt very sad and he kept praying to God on why this has happened to him. he told God that he was so willing to come from far away to share gospel for God to the people, but why he was treated so small.

So come to the next morning, during the morning prayer, as he focused on prayer meeting, great anointing fell on that place, people are praying so loud and focus, even the prayer meeting could not be stopped until 7 am. He was so amazed and even the event organizer apologized to him for underestimating him. so after that he went back to his room and he prayed again, and that's when God says to him "Never underestimate the job that i give you no matter how small it is".

After he prayed, the event organizer knock onto his door and asked him whether he could lead the main events. He was shocked and asked what happen to the pastor that was supposed to lead. He anxiously replied that there is a last minute changes and the pastor couldn't come to this event. So he lead the event and many revival happen as he lead with faith and power.

At the last part, he said to us if you cannot even do a simple job to your best how you would be able to handle something big.

After he shared this massage, i realized that i too have underestimated many little things in my life, thinking that it can be solved later. but as small problems started to pile up, it will become big and hard to be solved and i have faced many of this problems.

Okay... this is very long, i will write again soon. since tomorrow will be the start of SOT, i will need to sleep early. hehehe....

Again my blog has been dead for a few days. Hmmm... argh. Okae nvm.

Okae yesterday night, i went out with Nixon to catch a movie, The Watchmen. It is has a good story line. However, the movie doesn't catch the superhero movie which usually there is a lot of actions. So conclusions, it was quite boring but still i will give a passing mark since I didn't fall asleep during the movie.

After that, i went for dinner and have a good talk with Nixon. It was fun, we talk about the past and the present, on how God has changed our life so much, sharing testimony. I was very happy to see a friend that i have brought to a church unintentionally and never even have the expectation of him getting saved, to be able grow this much.

So we talk for 1+++ hours, even until we ignore a few of my bus (961). I think because of him, i have found some answers that i have been looking for these past few months. Now, i feel a little better, i think its time for me to get back on track again. Hehehe...

Then, when i reach home, i have a conversation with my father. I asked him about hell and heaven thing... so i explain some things. Then he tell me that i should not be thinking of all these things, instead as it is written in bible that

1. we must love God will all of our heart,
2. we must love others human being no matter what.

He also said that those things that i was thinking about, there is no answers to it, it is all just human perspective. And do not let such thinking to disrupt my relationships or Faith to God. No matter what, stay in what we believe in and always appreciate what we have done to us.

So Today, i would to thank God that he has send me to meet with Nixon and have a good outing entertainment. Not just that but has given me an earthly father that always love and supports me no matter what i did.

okae thats all for today. I can assured that all the current above story are 100% factual. and these document has been copyrighted.

Yeah!!! been studying all the way since morning. aniwae my friend juz send me a video about so called mother. Its funny an weird, it should be interesting.



Happy watching.