YAY!!! Time to update my blog. Sorry Roy to disappoint u, but i m going to write 2 post in 1 post instead. Hahaha...

Anyway i have really enjoyed myself during my Indonesia trip. I have tons of testimony and breakthroughs i wan to share with u all during my Indonesia trips but i guess juz now the cg meeting did not give me any much time to share or rather i suddenly forgotten what i wanted to share. Hahaha...

So first thing, I wanted to say that i have really enjoyed my time in Indonesia (Jakarta). So let the story begins:

After i reached Indonesia, the next day, which is on Saturday, i went for facial in the morning and gym in the afternoon. Here comes the challenge, which i was only able to run on a treadmill for 3.6km in 30 mins. I tell myself it's okay since it was my first training day. After that we went for dinner and as usual I'm disappointed that i cannot stop food coming in to my mouth. So i feel that all my hard work went to rubbish bin. hahaha...

On Sunday, we went to our usual church and what the pastor had shared, has really reminded me on a few matters about myself. He told us a story about how he was underestimated by an event organizer. He said that he was invited to some kind of outreaching camp far away from his hometown, so he was excited about it. So when he reached the camp that evening, he excitedly asked which session will he be given to lead. To his disappointment, he was only asked to lead the morning prayer which starts at 5 to 6am for 3 days of event.

So later when he reached his assigned room, he was so angry and disappointed on how he was treated. Then he took the event booklet and he realized that all the pastors that taking the main event, are famous and experienced pastors compared to him. He felt very sad and he kept praying to God on why this has happened to him. he told God that he was so willing to come from far away to share gospel for God to the people, but why he was treated so small.

So come to the next morning, during the morning prayer, as he focused on prayer meeting, great anointing fell on that place, people are praying so loud and focus, even the prayer meeting could not be stopped until 7 am. He was so amazed and even the event organizer apologized to him for underestimating him. so after that he went back to his room and he prayed again, and that's when God says to him "Never underestimate the job that i give you no matter how small it is".

After he prayed, the event organizer knock onto his door and asked him whether he could lead the main events. He was shocked and asked what happen to the pastor that was supposed to lead. He anxiously replied that there is a last minute changes and the pastor couldn't come to this event. So he lead the event and many revival happen as he lead with faith and power.

At the last part, he said to us if you cannot even do a simple job to your best how you would be able to handle something big.

After he shared this massage, i realized that i too have underestimated many little things in my life, thinking that it can be solved later. but as small problems started to pile up, it will become big and hard to be solved and i have faced many of this problems.

Okay... this is very long, i will write again soon. since tomorrow will be the start of SOT, i will need to sleep early. hehehe....

Again my blog has been dead for a few days. Hmmm... argh. Okae nvm.

Okae yesterday night, i went out with Nixon to catch a movie, The Watchmen. It is has a good story line. However, the movie doesn't catch the superhero movie which usually there is a lot of actions. So conclusions, it was quite boring but still i will give a passing mark since I didn't fall asleep during the movie.

After that, i went for dinner and have a good talk with Nixon. It was fun, we talk about the past and the present, on how God has changed our life so much, sharing testimony. I was very happy to see a friend that i have brought to a church unintentionally and never even have the expectation of him getting saved, to be able grow this much.

So we talk for 1+++ hours, even until we ignore a few of my bus (961). I think because of him, i have found some answers that i have been looking for these past few months. Now, i feel a little better, i think its time for me to get back on track again. Hehehe...

Then, when i reach home, i have a conversation with my father. I asked him about hell and heaven thing... so i explain some things. Then he tell me that i should not be thinking of all these things, instead as it is written in bible that

1. we must love God will all of our heart,
2. we must love others human being no matter what.

He also said that those things that i was thinking about, there is no answers to it, it is all just human perspective. And do not let such thinking to disrupt my relationships or Faith to God. No matter what, stay in what we believe in and always appreciate what we have done to us.

So Today, i would to thank God that he has send me to meet with Nixon and have a good outing entertainment. Not just that but has given me an earthly father that always love and supports me no matter what i did.

okae thats all for today. I can assured that all the current above story are 100% factual. and these document has been copyrighted.

Yeah!!! been studying all the way since morning. aniwae my friend juz send me a video about so called mother. Its funny an weird, it should be interesting.



Happy watching.

Fuhh... so many things happen today. This morning i went to Marina Barrage, i saw many new things. For eg. like how they solve high tide and low tide, den how they pump out the water to prevent flooding. it was really cool. After that we went to eat at Shokudo in herren. we ordered different type of omu rice and it was very delicious. Hmmm... thats abt it but tonight message has impacted me. Especially, when Ps.Tan was speaking of forgiveness.
It was very funny, i speak to the lord how am i suppose to forgive him anymore, it was so painful as if u have been thrown wif rotten eggs (haha...). Haii... However, God reminds me through this verse in matt 18:21-22

(21) Then Peter came to Jesus and asked, "Lord, how many times shall i forgive my brother when he sins against me? Up to seven times?"
(22) Jesus answered, "I tell you, not seven times, but seventy seven times."

this verse moved me. I thank you the lord for today experience, because of this i get tougher. Yeah!!! okae thats all for today. God Bless for u all for who reading this.

Wow... today cg meeting was fun and exciting. Hai... so tired. one more exam to go. Argghhhhh, I m so stressed today. I went out to look for Australia University, i find a few good Universities, but i do not want to leave Singapore. However, a part of me says that i want to go to Australia to see more of the world. I know... i know ... i shld make up my mind. okae time to sleep.

At last new post....

HAHAHA.... At last I m going to start blogging again. So my blog has been dead for 5 months. Sorry guys, okae. So why i m writing today. Hmmm.... I just feel writing. today we were having connect group leaders. It was so fun and exciting, learning how to prophesy. As what Ps.Cho said you said it and imagined it, you can have it. Hehehe... from now on, i will strive harder and harder. okae thats all for today. Yeah good improvement for my blog. Bye.

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